one of those days.
you want to feel nothing. nothingness. numbness. but you’re completely overwhelmed with feelings. everywhere you turn. euphory, relief, sadness, love, happiness, sadness again and then despair. and crippling fear. anger. lots of. fatigue. doubt. self-doubt. repeat. repeat. repeat.
for one day, one lousy day, i just want to feel nothing.
i never could.
- To go it alone, or to go with a partner. When you choose a partner you have to have compromises and sacrifices, but it’s the price you pay. Do I want to follow my every whim and desire as I make my way through time and space? Absolutely. But at the end of the day, do I need someone when I’m doubting myself and I’m insecure, and MY heart’s failing me? Do I need someone who, when the heat gets hot, has my back?
- So, do you?
- I do.
|—||Kenneth and Darius (Mark Duplass/Aubrey Plaza) - “Safety Not Guaranteed”, 2012.|